我思考了很久英语

I've been thinking so long and I want to tell you one thing: I really, really, really love you. You may ask me why. The reason is that when the first time I stood aside with you, my feeling with you was so strong! At the first time, I thought you have a girlfriend, so I decided to bury this feeling deep in my lonely heart forever.But after the day that you tell me you are single, I couldn't sleep all night and suffered from insomnia afterwards.Then I've been thing about you everyday and troubled. After all, I think it is better to tell you that I don't want to miss you, otherwise I would be regretful for the rest of my life.The true happiness for me is to be with you, and receive the encouragements and warming words from you.I'm not sure if you can understand what I am saying here. But I wish you can and then reply it.Best regards.Love Zhang Cuihua我稍微修改了一下你的表达使之更加符合英文的文法表达，请见谅。祝找到内心的爱。